Vulnerability

I waited here for you father
I called your name
I cried out
I fell to my knees
Im begging you please
Tears came pouring down
Life sets in
I give up
I give up
I give up
I let go of myself
and that is when I find you
You meet me in that place
all my sins erase
You mercy me
In awestruck wonder
I sing
Im joyous
You lift me up  out of this messy life
and I reside in a better place
Eternity-calls my name.
My heart skips a beat
Im in love with you
and all that you do, and I cant help but smile like a child
Life is good
I am at peace in you alone.
I want to livee in this place with you, and so I opem my collection of love letters to
2 Corinthians and I am reminded,

"Now the Lord is the spirit and the spirit of the lord is there is liberty, but we all with unveiled face,beholding as in a mirror the glory of the lord are being transfromed into the same image from glory to glory,just as by the spirit of the Lord"

...I am reminded that I do live in that place.
 Im reminded that by grace my beautiful God has given me not only a new life, but also the priceless treasure of the Holy spirit.
The word reminds me that my body is a temple and I have the choic to allow the spirit to shine through me
to empower me
to use me
to guide me
I have the choice
I pray that the Lord will discipline me,
and that in rememberance I will put on the armor of God daily and carry His word in my heart.
I pray that Jesus would live through me
Im begging him to
Im hungry for His love and leadership
I give Him praice
I rejoice in Him and all that I am blessed with-
I am His vessel
Lead me father
Lead me father
Lead me to repentance
Lead me to forgiveness
Lead me to the cross
Lead me to Love
Lead me to you.